Diplopia.
Yeah..now I'm living with diplopia.
Try to change my fear into my dear with acceptance.
Scared? Of course.
Wanna give up? Couple times.
Anxiety? Almost all the time.
I burn my hand, bleed, and fall a lot.
Wanna throw up all the time-feels like morning sickness but for 24 hours.
My heart never stop bip bop bip bop..doki..doki..bang..bang..
My head full with tap dancer, they stand on left side, and in one two three..they dance like crazy.
I met couple doctor..couple hospital..three islands.
Eye test-I don't know how it called.. theraphy..MRI..theraphy..again..and again..diagnose by diagnose..pills by pills..
But till now..they don't know why and how bad-ups lets say how good my condition.
They said..close an eye..when you can't take it anymore.
I read many articles, medical journals, and try to connect with everypeople who had diplopia too.
I found some..but nothing in this country-please who had friend or family..please let me know. I want to talk so bad.
Almost two months my life change.
I still do my daily activity like always.
I'm not changed..I just see things in different way.
Little crack doesn't mean it broken..right?
(:
*Times up..I have a class to attend..see ya in other post.
Ah ya..I decided to write a lot..not for gain an emphaty-I had enaugh..just in case..somebody out there..wanna find me. Maybe I can't help..but I know for sure how happy..how glad..when we found someone who feel the same.
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