Rabu, 24 April 2013

mungkin siapa?

Siapa orang asing ini
Mengetuk bimbang, pintu kasa di muka rumahku
Diliriknya jam tangannya
Gelisah
Tepat waktu
Siapa laki-laki ini
Duduk di seberang meja, di rumah makan keluarga setempat
Dimana aku di dalamnya
Sekali lagi diliriknya jam tangannya
Memastikan
Siapa sosok dihadapanku ini
Kujaga perkataanku
Entah mengapa
Pendapatnya mestinya tak penting buatku
Siapa jiwa yang tampak tak acuh ini
Gagap mengucapkan kata-katanya
Serta merta mengira dia punya hak melakukannya
Siapa anak di depan cermin itu
Remaja yang matanya tak lagi bercahaya
Hilang asa
Namun kini melirik kiri kanan, menuntut keadilan
Tak yakin terhadap apapun
Teristimewa satu itu
Yang ada hanya mengapa
Mengapa
Untuk terluka
Menangis tanpa suara
Mencari dunia
Dan mencinta sebuah semesta
Jangan lupa, tak perlu ada asa
Musnah
Hancur lebur beterbangan
Kepercayaan
Kesetiaan
Kasih sayang
K
Fiuh..
Tiada.


*semacam puisi beberapa tahun silam
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Senin, 22 April 2013

I will recover. For sure. No matter what. Amazing self-confidence? It's not self-confidence, it's a fact.
^_^
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It can't go well, right? Life.
There aren't any good things, are there?
Even if you live. That's not how it is, is it? You think that, tomorow will be better than today, don't you? But.. actually, it isn't that way, right? Because that's how the world works. It's steadily getting worse, isn't it? Politicians don't take responsibility, and disturbing crimes are increasing. By thingking that way, I consent to all this. That's not just me. If I don't..I wouldn't be able to go on. There isn't a tomorow. That is better than today.
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